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Killing it softly… get into it.

Earfully yours.

Killing it softly… get into her. [inspired by depression]

Depression

I promise myself I will come up with something witty, intelligent, or even honest to place here.

Maybe this blank is a good thing

Oh wait…. Mariah called… and she had the right idea:

“In reality, I’m slowly losing my mind

Underneath the guise of a smile, gradually I”m dying inside.

Friends ask me how I feel, and I lie convincingly

Cause I don’t want to reveal, the fact that I’m suffering

So I wear my disguise, ’til I go at night and turn down all the lights

Then I break down and cry…“

Earfully yours.

Killing it softly… get into her. [inspired by memory lane]

Memory lane…

So, I decided to give happiness a try. What’s the worst that can happen I thought…
Yea, sure it may fuck me over once or twice… this new optimistic rush, but I felt it was worth it. My mother, the God sent, told me my attitude was holding me back. I grew up a little, and took her advice. I’m too complex to coordinate, so it was a struggle when I started. Now I’m here, the place I thought I wouldn’t be… realizing… everything I am and all I want to be.

“I’ve had a lot of failed relationships, I don’t get involved because I’m not equipped” – Little Jackie

I am a daughter, a sister, an aunt and a cousin. I am God-fearing. Which makes me, my mother‘s daughter.

Earfully yours.

Killing it softly… get into it.

Determined to be…

I’m doing two entries in one day because I didn’t want to do this [very important] entry without letting you know where I was… before letting you know where I am.

I previously wrote about finding inspiration… my lack of inspiration… but I realized something this weekend.

[pretty sure I always knew this, but was too proud to admit it ...]

It’s not a lack of inspiration…. as much as it is my lack of determination. Period. It’s my lack of hard work and drive. Followed by an increased amount of laziness and a bowl of procrastination on the side. I also have to mention that I constantly forget to add dedication to my order.

I watched “The Pursuit of Happyness” for the 3rd time this weekend and I got to thinking…

What is the main ingredient Chris Gardner [played by Will Smith] added to his meal?

With this new thought process… I am now DETERMINED to be all that I want, can and will be.

I leave you with part one of “The Pursuit of Happyness” – Chris Gardner’s story.

Inspiration… I found you.

Is this real blogging?

Because I haven’t done a real blog entry in 11 months, I wanted the next real blog I wrote to be creative and inspiring…..

Reality Check – Who am I kidding?

Inspiration, where art thou?

Finding inspiration for me is like finding one million dollars in a briefcase sitting comfortably in front of my door. *checks front door* I thought I’d speak it into existence… regardless of the IMpossibility. *checks front door again*

I’ve been trying for the past 11 months (11 may not be accurate, but I’m far too lazy to think deeper), to find the inspiration I need to kick start my new life. [The life where I made incredible changes and found success] I have yet to accomplish anything I have dreamed of. Not because I can’t, but because I’m not trying.

I blame it on inspiration [well... lack thereof] …

So….

Inspiration, where art thou?

Earfully yours.

Killing it softly… get into them.